Do you remmeber what happened 8 months ago on July 8 ? Our first kiss.. Do you remember July 28 ? Or even november 19 ? Probably not.. You probably don’t even care and never will , it’s sad how deeply in love I am with you.. Sometimes I don’t even want to be living because of the pain I go through daily , holding my feelings back , pretending I don’t care but when i’m actually dying inside.
Why can’t you love me the way I love you , if you never had lead me then I probably wouldn’t have got my hopes up.. All those late night conversations were amazing , how jealous you would get , how jealous I would get. Those stupid cute arguements we had , when you would call me princess , when you would always saying goodmorning & goodnight to me > I miss you , and whatever we had.. I just can’t believe after everything i’m still here , missing you like crazy.. Never thought i’d fall for someone like you but I did.. Do you even care? Did you EVER care? I just want to know.. I don’t want to keep hurting myself , wish you would stayvor leave for good.. I don’t want to keep having these doubts , just want to know & know the truth !
I fell in love with you Reinaldo Perez Lopez but it won’t ever matter.. wish things were how they used to be